isn't it strange
how i try to hold back
building fences of resistant affections
and "i don't cares"

but you

nudge me with your nose
give me soft words, all the while
pawing anxiously on my breast
like a sleepy cat.

now my fence has eroded
leaving a thin film
and i look at you with your softness
and paws and wonder

if i'll ever have to hold back again.