lying in my underwear

i can't see you
but i know you're still around

i might hear you on the phone
or see you on paper
i know you're there even if i can't smell you
watch you smile
your eyes squint
when you laugh

but i know you're still there
because i feel like shit
'cause i'm not w/ you

of course!
the last time we hugged
was 22 days ago